#singlegirlproblems

i'm not really one to be blogging about this kind of shiz. in fact, lately i'm not even one to blog at a frequent rate. buuuut, it's hitting me hard like a giant rock hitting my whole body and i just felt the need to complain to the cyberworld.

guys....i'm single and i actually, kind of really hate it. for the past couple years, i haven't really cared that i was single. i was fine with it. i accepted it. i had multiple crushes on multiple boys, and i was fine that probably nothing would ever happen between me and these boys. these feelings went on for two whole years (twenty, if you count my whole life of never being in any sort of relationship...ha). and then my junior year of college happened. and part of it also might be that i go to byu, where i'm pretty sure 90% of girls are married by age 20. i plan to NOT be one of these girls, but obviously i have to date someone before i get married, right? but i think i've caught some kind of byu disease and it's slightly difficult to overcome. i'm sick, cough cough. ANYWHO...within like the first month of this semester, all of my closest friends had boyfriends/boys, and then i'm just over here like "i love food..." (c/o pinterest quotes).

and i'm like really happy for my friends. they all seem super happy and in love and what not. but then i get jealous of this love that's going around and sometimes i'm like "well who am i gonna hang out with?" and i usually find people. i have other people. but sometimes i like hanging out with them. but then i can't...but it's fine.

and then i gave it more thought. i'm pretty sure i'm single because i'm really picky. not just like really picky, but like REALLY picky. i kind of really only want to date guys that ski. i've been this way since i could drive myself up to snowbird. but it also just can't be any guy that skis. he has to #getatmylevel or be better then me. cause i like a challenge. i hate waiting for people. i like skiing hard things. sorry i'm not sorry that i'm really good at skiing. actually i'm not...well i am. BUT I JUST WANT A FREAKING GUY TO SHRED THE SLOPES WITH. IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK FOR?
i'd also prefer them to be tall. and funny. and somewhat intelligent. and preferably attractive.

SO...tall, funny, attractive, smart boy that is super good at skiing, if you're out there, feel free to get at me.

the relationship i never had (happy late valentines)

i promised music and i've been slacking. but my excuse is the sick nast cold i've been hosting for the past week and a half. literally, i've had so many near-fatal cough attacks, i don't even have enough appendages on my body to keep count. probably the most embarrassing was the cough attack i had right as they started passing the sacrament in church on sunday. oops...

anywho. yesterday was valentine's day and in honor of the holiday i couldn't care less about, here is a
bunch of love songs that symbolize the relationship i never had. enjoy.

at last - etta james (loooove this)
cosmic love - florence + the machine (wish i could sing this)
earth angel - the temptations (always a classic)
fables - the dodos (just really good)
far away - ingrid michaelson (favorite song to play on the ukulele)
go places - the new pornographers (why is this such a great song?)
hey moon - john maus (greatttt quiet romantic song)
i was made for you - she + him (zooey, can i be you?)
love in this club - usher (guilty pleasure...is it bad i know every word?)
love lust - king charles (good stuff)
love you like a love song - selena gomez (only selena song i kind of like)
lover - devendra banhart (i'll be your lover)
more than a feeling - boston (CLASSIC)
nantes - beirut (favorite beirut song)
run - vampire weekend (favorite vampire weekend song)
sea of love - cat power (love this)
she's got you - cosmo jarvis (anything with a uke gets me)
skinny love (marry me err'one in bon iver. now)
something good can work - two door cinema club (this song is good. and works)
true - spandau ballet (classic 80s love songs are da best)
what have i done? - anna ternheim (so catchy)
what is love? - haddaway (who doesn't love this song?)
you da one - rihanna (rihanna gimme yo voice)
you make my dreams - hall + oates (LOVE THIS SONG)
you sexy thing - hot chocolate (LOVE THIS SONG ALSO)
1234 - feist (always a good song)